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Date : Wednesday, July 30, 2008
Time : 4:17 PM Title : aghh.. it's really damn damn bothering me. it's always like that. you'll think your day is great , but it turns out? well, it will suck. & yes, unfortunately, my day sucked like hell. oh wells, went to sch with the same ppl. then .. saw her. the nightmare started . at that very moment , my heart sank. really sank. I wanted to cry, but to who? I'm not a crybaby, but you think I can control my emotions? at that time, i realli felt like heading for home, i felt like hugging my parents, i wished all these didn't happen. why spoil my wednesday?! after all, i'm just a sec 2 girl, hoping to ace my exams, hoping for the best, but why such things happen? Haven't I put in enough effort? and really, honestly, I've tried my best. And no one ever recognise my effort. I'm really stunned, why can't I be in ? I've really tried my best, really. From a sec 1 girl who knows nothing abt CPR, sports injuries , to someone, who has a grasp of it. With high hopes every week that miracles do come true , I always hoped for the best. but what do I get in return? my hopes are dashed. why can't I have a chance? It's a chance that I need . One and only one chance. I've really worked hard, but why? I just don't get it? It hurts when ppl are always asking, 'I thought you are in ndp? why are you not in?' It really hurts. seeing all of you guys marching , marching to the beat, it really makes me envious. And it's like omg, how am I gonna face national day celebration? It's really embarrassing to see you guys march, and I sit there watch. It feels really really bad. Will anyone ever give recognition to my effort? No. Yeah, many ppl say it's really torturing there. but I don't even mind, being able to represent , is alr good enough . I don't need money, I don't need anythg, I just need a chance. Is my footdrill and first aid that lousy? ARGHH, my day totally freak--eed. sorry partner, I didn't really talk to you, I know you too, have got some prob.. sorry, didn't even bother to entertain you. Anyway, guys , Jiayou okay! You guys will make SJAB proud(: |
Alohaaa! Grace Chow was how I was named on 21 May 1994. I would love to make you, smile.
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