Date : Sunday, April 12, 2009
Time : 3:58 PM
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heloww , low low low! As a matter of fact, I'm feeling very lethargic right now. I am still in OBS mode, honestly. I wanna get back to earth, seriously. I want to get all things right. I want to get back my hearty laughter . But i just couldn't, I'm not laughing within. There was once a friend told me my definition of happiness is so low. Yes, i could laugh at every small little thing. I am not enjoying what I'm doing right now. Life's a mess. I can't get my priorities right. I tried my very best in class to stop thking about OBS , but then, I could not . I am definitely not putting my best foot forward. I miss those times chatting with friends, I miss those times asking friends out. But.. I just can't do it right now. Should I reconsider cancelling some things on my list? And, certainly my heart is not with my soul. I need to talk to somebody . I need to pour out whatver I wanna pour out. I wanna get back to where I was !

Commitment.

Labels: it troubles within ..