and yeap, I was sure I had a struggling week. results were all released last week.

& unexpectedly, my results obviously didn't turn out what I'd expected. way far from my
expectations.

I'm not comparing my results with anyone. but can u imagine a very very low mark , okay its a
'0'? really, how terrible could that be to get such a mark?

no matter how one is unprepared for an exam, how can one arrive at a zero?

this reality really set me into deep thought. fear started to fill me.

i was afraid, mum's gonna be really disappointed. and most of all, i am, very disapointed with

myself.

however much I am sure I'm not going to make empty promises anymore,

i will be revising during the holidays, and the eoy results shall not be my o level results!!

thankyou all for cheering me up during the first few days.

i might not show it, but your words served as a comfort. thanks !

i think i've grown in mentality. alot.

it was an enriching experience being a D.I .

thankyou to a senior . your words in sec 2 made me even wanna do better.

you said i was timid, not willing to try, had a blur look.

i am certain yeap, that i gave my best on friday. it's up to you to judge.

but i lost my wallet on that day!!! is that the price i've got to pay? arghhh!

eh eh eh, alot of $$$ leh.

okay nvm, it's over.(:

well, so I'm still gonna live life to the fullest . because life's more than that.