Shakawali Shakawali umpa umm-umm-paa.

I feel so blessed now.

I feel so blessed that I've got grandma to welcome me back home with a huge smile.

I feel so blessed that I've got a brother who told mum that he missed me.

I feel so blessed that I've got a mum who kisses me goodbye everyday before I go to school.

I feel so blessed that I've got a Dad who would help me carry the heaviest stuff of the heaviest days of my life.

I feel so blessed that I've got a grandfather whom I know is up in heaven hovering over us. answering my prayers whenever I made one.

I feel blessed that I had the courage to pull through one of the toughest, yet the most fruitful camp.

I feel so blessed that I was able t have gained so much from the camp.

I'm not regretting for not going for sch's SJ camp.

Advanced NCO Camp o9 has brought me yet to another higher level.

A level that I'd thought I'd wouldn't reach, somewhere I'd thought that I would never ever make it.

Yes, it was another self-check of myself.

I gave it all.

I didn't hold back anything.

I found myself enjoying soo much with my platoon., with all the laughter and that.

I found the joy in them whenever they laughed. The sudden fatigue in them disappeared a moment.

I overcame my mental barrier.

I'd thought I'd wouldn't live a day without my closest friend., whom i think I was wrong of .

I'd thought I would be mad and furious, but eventually, with a big wide grin, I'm done, I'm not angry.

My friend, whether u've seen this or not. My sincere gratitude to you that you made me realised

that I could rise t new horizons, that it was all up to individual's mindset to do or not to do.

I loved those pictures that were snapped in camp. It was brought with so much sweat, yet you know how much sweat?

Those pics leave a magnificent memory to me. I won't elaborate abt the camp stuff, but it's

really a torture camp. I felt it was even worse than OBS. YET I felt the satisfaction.

Who says ANCO Camp's got to be I-kill-you-you-kill-me camp?

I felt that it's a platform to forge more frendships.

Another part of my life that has been coloured.

Cheers.

To Golf.

and again, I feel so good right now. That things seem so perfect for me.
That flashbacks made me, smile.